Friday, October 14, 2005:
today.. today was a whole chain of events, giving me a whole lot of feelings which like, totally ranged to the extremes.
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overwhelmed. with studies and everything. bio was really getting very nerve-wrecking.. like. practical's coming up and i really dont know a single thing that i'm supposed to know. just.. great. you know? haixx.
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melancholic. last day of school.everyone was snapping pictures and all. really like. waaa. our last time and all, together in school. plus, the baccalaureate svc that we had. mann. we all really teared like crazy.. :'( i love MG. i really do.. all the 10 years of memories. all the love and joy and sorrow and craziness shared with my cohort. i'm really in awe, with all the bonds that we all have. the togetherness, the fellowship, its just so amazing. and all the teachers.. they're really really nice.. all the hard work they've done, all the scolding and cursing and screaming they've done to us, you realise that they actually love you so much and want the best for you.. and they've done so much for us, and they've moulded us into what we are today.. I LOVE YOU MGS TEACHERS! [especially ms tan and mr yeo! mummy and daddy! :):):) ] they made us a video and gave all of us a copy.. sighhh. its so.. haixx. dont know what to say la. touching? putting together everything for us, all the love that they have showered.. giving us the best gift that i've ever recieved. it really really shows how much effort was put in and all... especially longest day... [i mean come on la. i've never heard of ANY other sec 4s from other schools talking about how
their teachers threw such a baccalaureate svc for them.. ] ahhh.. and its all going to go just like this. ): nehhhhh. i dont want to go aust already la..
This road that we travel may it be the straight and narrowGod, give us peace and grace from You, all the dayShelter with fire, our voices we raise still higherGod, give us peace and grace from You, all the day through_
ticklish. haha. oh man. went for medical check up today.. it was like whole body check up and all.. so the doc had to like put the stethoscope on my chest to feel my heartbeat and all and i really couldnt stop laughing and wriggling. the poor doctor couldnt hear my heartbeat and i think he kept getting it wrong cos he kept telling me to stop moving. but i really couldnt help it! it was really too ticklish la. the stethoscope was too cold.! haha. and he said the mg uniform was some kind of weird contraption. haha. had so many layers. WAHHHHH. how can he insult the uniform. its so unique,so special okay.. its the best uniform EVER. :D
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happy. went to see drew today. and he looked alot better. really. i thought he was healing better or something. and his parents and daniel was there and all. he sounded better. so i was feeling quite happy about it. hoping he could get out earlier...
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tired. a math tuition la. who wouldnt feel drowsy during tuition. hahha. the aircon was nice and cold somemore. hehhehe. really conducive env for sleeping.. :D hahhaha. kept talking to hannah and the guys.. ha. it was really quite fun actually la. and poor ms poa had such a tough time settling us down. hahhaa. oh well. at least we did our work.. at least half the paper i think. hehehe.
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hungry. wah. by the time a math was over i was really really hungry la. i only had like what, 3 ice creams the whole day. my stupid braces still makes my teeth hurt.. so we [ me, glenn, howard] were walking back when suddenly, i dunno how it happened, howard just said, "eh there's a cab" and he disappeared into it, only leaving behind an sms saying that he was going to some church fellowship thing.hahahha. wahh. then left me and glenn on the pavement staring at the space that he was standing in a moment ago. anyway. then we went to mobil and glenn got me my 4th ice cream for the day.. :D hahhaa. thanks glenn! and i wasnt hungry anymore. hehehe.
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scared. drew smsed to say that he had to go for another op cos the tube came out.. my goodness. i was so frightened. hope he's somewhat better now.. ): really really scary la. can you imagine if you were in his shoes, i think i would be crying until my eyes become really swollen la. i hate needles, i hate blood. but anw.. ANDREW! be strong okay.. you 've got alot of friends who are praying really hard for you.. you dont have to worry cos god's going to be there with you..he's holding your hand now and saying that he'll always be by your side, and he wants you to experience it. i'm not going to stop praying for you. and i'll be there.. promise k? going to be by your bedside soon! :D
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lazy. i'm supposed to be doing work now.. BUT INSTEAD I'M HERE BLOGGING! :S what on earth am i doing.. but i need to get rid of some feelings la.. yeah. too much to handle. nehhhhh. and my brother wants to use the com. ): oh well. better go la.
I can't believe the way
Your love has got a hold on me
Each morning I wake to find You near
You lift me above my fears
And set my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You
And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart
You are my all consuming fire
I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You-reaching for you, hillsong united
a shout of praise.
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